Nothing but Gold!

I come to you guys today with so much joy in my heart! So much excitement! I have to admit that I come with a bit of fear too. On Thursday, I passed out of the NYSC scheme and only my Call to Bar beats the excitement I feel coming to the end of this […]

NYSC tales… 3

Hello! First off, I could not do that long title again and I apologize. ūüėĀ Secondly, I am having serious issues with being consistent at the moment. It’s not writer’s block. I’m just lacking the motivation to pick up my pen and write phone and type. Once again, I apologize. I’m sorryūüė• Back to NYSC […]

Night Time

Oh¬†yeah!¬†It’s¬†night¬†for 2016.. After¬†all¬†is¬†said¬†and¬†done,¬†all¬†is¬†assessed¬†and¬†criticized, 2016¬†was¬†a¬†beautiful¬†year¬†for¬†me. I¬†started¬†the¬†year¬†fighting¬†God¬†and¬†determined¬†to¬†part¬†ways¬†with¬†Him.¬†I¬†was¬†certain,¬†He¬†would¬†let¬†me,¬†He¬†didn’t.¬†So¬†although 2016¬†might¬†have¬†seen¬†me¬†at¬†my¬†moral¬†and¬†spiritual¬†lowest¬†points,¬†it¬†also¬†saw¬†me¬†at¬†my¬†best.¬†It¬†saw¬†me¬†deliberately¬†do¬†bad¬†stuff¬†but¬†it¬†saw¬†me¬†turn¬†away¬†too. 2016¬†saw¬†me¬†crushing.¬†It¬†saw¬†me¬†loving.¬†It¬†saw¬†me¬†losing.¬†It¬†saw¬†a¬†lot¬†of¬†secret¬†giggles¬†and¬†tears.¬†It¬†saw¬†friends¬†that¬†literally¬†lifted¬†me¬†up. It saw people who¬†became landmarks. Good,¬†bad¬†and¬†terribly¬†ugly¬†landmarks. 2016¬†saw me¬†discover¬†God’s¬†stubborn¬†righteousness.¬†I¬†won’t¬†say¬†it¬†saw¬†me¬†loving¬†myself because¬†I¬†have¬†always¬†loved¬†myself.¬†It did¬†see¬†me¬†become¬†less¬†selfish¬†though. 2016….¬†I¬†graduated.¬†I¬†got¬†a¬†job.¬†I¬†got¬†into¬†something¬†that¬†put¬†a¬†restriction¬†on¬†the one¬†thing¬†I¬†told¬†myself I¬†would¬†do¬†once¬†I¬†graduated.¬†Don’t¬†worry¬†boo,¬†wherever¬†you¬†are,¬†whoever¬†you¬†are,¬†I’ll¬†recognize¬†you¬†when¬†I¬†see¬†you.¬†At¬†the¬†right¬†time.¬†Until then,¬†I’m¬†gonna¬†be¬†making¬†sure¬†you¬†see¬†Proverbs 31¬†when¬†you¬†see¬†me. Many¬†times¬†this year,¬†I¬†listened.¬†So¬†I¬†heard.¬†Give¬†this¬†out,¬†accept¬†this request,¬†stop¬†talking¬†to this¬†person. Goodnight 2016.¬†You¬†were¬†beautiful.¬†But¬†I¬†know¬†2017¬†will¬†be¬†way¬†hotter.¬†I’m¬†in¬†for the¬†fun¬†ride. Ciao,¬†ClandieChi.